When I was young, my mother would often sing a lullaby with the refrain,
"When the bough breaks/The cradle will fall/And down will come baby/Cradle and
all." Like most children, I never considered what might actually happen "when
the bough breaks" in real life. This changed for me, though, when, as a college
undergraduate, I found myself with my parents one night on a lonely country
road. There I began trying to comprehend the loss of my older brother, who had
just been killed in a car accident. The circumstances required me not only to
cope with my own sense of grief but also to understand and respond to the
intense trauma my mother and father were experiencing.
Since that night, I have considered both personally and professionally how
parents respond when a child dies. Given both the complexity and gravity of that
response, my hope is that this article will help family members, friends, and
professionals better understand how the loss of a child affects parents and how
to provide meaningful support.
For most bereaved parents, the consequences of the death of a child cannot
adequately be expressed in words. One father said of his son's death, "I don't
know if there's a way of saying it-it's like we were sent to hell." Despite our
efforts to empathize, those who have not experienced a child's death cannot
fully know what it is like. However, knowledge of parental bereavement and its
dimensions can provide a helpful glimpse of understanding, as well as ideas for
how to respond to parents' needs when their child dies. Important issues include
the effect on a parents' sense of identity, the parents' efforts to maintain a
link with the deceased child, and the way the loss influences relationships in
Parental Identity and
the Loss of a Child
For most people, family relationships define who we are and how we identify
ourselves. We do not identify ourselves simply as mothers, fathers, spouses,
in-laws, or grandparents, but as family members linked with specific people. For
example, a graduate student once wrote in a paper on mothering: "I am not a
mother of children. I am a mother of
Adria-Candice-Michael-Lauren-Jonathan-Andrew."1 For most parents, the meaning of
one's life as a mother or father is a central feature of personal identity.2 A
child's death challenges this sense of identity. Bereavement scholar Therese
Rando makes this connection in stating, "the process of mourning for one's child
involves not only dealing with loss of the loved child, but with the
loss of part of one's self."3
Loss of a Sense of Self
Parents who identify strongly with their roles as mothers or fathers often
experience a child's death as a death of part of themselves. One father
struggled to express the magnitude of what he felt had been lost after his son's
I really feel I lost a part of me. Part of me and part of [my wife]. Part of
us was never going to be the same again. It was like taking the most valuable
part of my body. It was like part of me died when he died and even worse. I
don't know how to say it in words.
This father equated the loss of his son to the loss of "the most valuable
part of my body," but the loss is almost indefinable because it removes feelings
about himself as a parent. Dorothy Lee, an anthropologist, suggests that to
bring a child into the world is "to take on a lifelong responsibility, a
lifelong relationship."4 At the heart of this relationship lies the parent-child
bond. Bereaved parents often feel the loss of this bond in a deep, painful way.
Some bereaved parents have said that the pain of the loss was so unbearable that
they either wanted to die or seriously considered committing suicide to escape
despair. The parent-child bond is incorporated in the parent's sense of
identity, and when that bond is severed by the child's death, it may feel as if
the parent's life and identity have also ended.
Another feature of the parent-child attachment is that the bond between a
parent and child involves a relationship with a specific figure who cannot be
replaced. The parent may redirect parental energies to other relationships, but
cannot substitute another person for the child who has been lost.5 Jean, whose
son died, said:
I miss listening to him sing. I miss sitting at the supper table and asking
each other trivial historical questions. He was more willing than my other
children are to play this little "let's-exercise-our-brains" game with me. I
miss the fun of doing that. I miss watching him roughhouse. I just miss all his
Parents miss the opportunity to be a parent to a specific, beloved child when
the child dies. One mother suggested, "there are certain unique things that I
think every child, every person, has that maybe fill certain needs of ours."
Those unique aspects of a relationship disappear for a parent when a child
Alteration of a Parent's Future
A child's death means the death of a portion of the parent's future, as well.
Parents are left to cope with the pain of what will never be. One mother, Carol,
explained her feelings:
[I lost] part of my future. My dreams of success for her. Those are all gone
. . . all of those things I was looking forward to, and I was looking forward to
being a grandparent. I had moved into a phase where everything my kids did had
become so exciting because they're such dynamic young people. To have that
plucked right out of your life is not only losing the hugs, the kisses, the
cards, the phone calls, and the physical-ness of that person; it is all of these
dreams and hopes that you've talked about together.
The part of a mother or father's future identity that belonged to
fishing trips with a child or attendance at school performances vanishes. Tom
likened his parental experience to working on a painting over a lifetime that
reflected his likes, dislikes, abilities, wants for the future, and desires for
his children. Then, referring to his child's death, he said, "it felt as if
someone had taken my painting, ripped it off the easel, put up a blank canvas
and said, 'You have to start over.'" Parents who have painted a portrait of what
they envision for the future with their children are forced to change it when a
Bereaved parents often ache for what their children will not be able to
experience. This sense of loss is for the child and the parents' hopes for the
child. It may be difficult for bereaved parents to participate in activities
reminding them of these passages their child will miss, while at other times
parents seem to take comfort in seeing others close to the child, like siblings
or friends, enjoy these occasions. A mother whose daughter passed away told of
how difficult it was to help her son's fiancée pick out a bridal gown because
she felt that, "I should be doing that with my daughter."
Parental Bereavement and Deceased Children
Recent research on bereavement has examined how parents function in relation
to their deceased child. The continued relationship is important, although it
has been common in the past to suggest that parents must somehow disengage
themselves emotionally after a child's loss in order to move on. While parents
certainly must deal with the reality of being separated from the child, most
bereaved parents make an effort to maintain a link with the deceased child.
Understanding how and why bereaved parents do this is important in learning how
to support those who have lost a child. Perhaps the greatest fear of parents who
lose a child is that somehow they or others will forget the child. This and
other reasons motivate parents to find ways to maintain a connection to the
child, keep the child's memory alive, and extend care to others that is
meaningfully related to the deceased child.
Many parents will "search" for the missing relationship and seek ways to
minimize the sense of loss and separation. Recent research shows behavioral
patterns that parents describe as allowing them to connect emotionally with the
deceased child.6 These patterns can include praying for the child or simply
sharing stories about the child with a friend (see sidebars). Such strategies
for maintaining connections make it possible for many bereaved parents to
preserve an emotional tie to their deceased child and allow them to process the
change in that relationship in a personalized way. Understanding these patterns
can aid in developing therapeutic avenues of support for bereaved parents and
suggest helpful ideas to concerned family members, friends, or
Keeping Memories Alive
Parents who have lost a child are often concerned about keeping the child's
memory alive for themselves, family members, and other people. This may involve
preserving existing sources of memory related to the child or creating new
sources of memory. Some parents will find comfort in possessing certain things
that belonged to the child. For example, one mother treasured a bandanna her son
had worn that his friend had given to her after the son's death. Often parents
will gather and keep certain of the child's possessions. It can be meaningful to
help facilitate such efforts for a bereaved parent.
It is quite common for parents who have lost a child to create a new source
of memory as a lasting reminder of the child. Some of the specific examples
include making scrapbooks or histories of the child or establishing a
scholarship in the child's name.
Parents who lose children may feel a desire to reach out to others as a
result of their own loss. This desire may reflect
care given to others in place of what they would have given to the deceased
child. Organizations like M.A.D.D. (Mothers Against Drunk Driving) or efforts
like the Children's Miracle Network (fundraising effort for children's
hospitals) had their genesis in the experience of parental bereavement. Informal
support efforts (individual contacts, etc.) are considered to be most helpful
for bereaved parents, and those who receive such assistance are less likely to
seek formal sources of support.7 Yet formal support groups have been found to be
helpful for some bereaved parents and can aid in the long healing process. One
mother became involved in teaching motorcycle safety courses after her own young
adult son had died in a motorcycle accident: she found this to be meaningful and
important volunteer work. Parents who describe extending care to others in place
of their deceased child speak of reaching out to friends of the child, new
children or grandchildren, and others outside the family circle.8 Some scholars
have suggested that bereaved parents who involve themselves in such altruistic
efforts seem to find greater meaning and cope better than those who do not.9
Parental Bereavement and Family Relationships
The death of a child can have a variety of effects on family relationships,
often creating strain and reducing the capacity of bereaved parents to manage
their relationships effectively. The family system is changed when a child dies.
For example, the death of an oldest child leaves a space that other children may
try to fill. Understanding the effect of the loss of a child on parents must
also include attention to the other family relationships of the parents. The
influence of a child's death on family relationships can be seen particularly in
its impact on the marital relationship and on parental relationships with other
The Marriage Relationship and the Loss of a Child
The consequences of losing a child for marriage have been studied by a number
of scholars.10 At times it has been suggested that parents who lose a child are
at much greater risk of marital breakup or failure. However, due to the
limitations of some studies upon which these suggestions are based (small and
unrepresentative samples not suitable to generalized results), it is probably
inaccurate to predict that parents who lose a child will be much more likely to
divorce.11 However, the difficulties associated with grief, fatigue, and other
emotions that marital partners face following a child's death sometimes make it
hard for them to understand one another, which tends to diminish communication
and support. Issues of concern in the marital relationship may include anger,
irritability, need for privacy, and lack of understanding regarding one
another's coping styles and expressions of grief.12
The demands placed upon a marital relationship following a child's death add
another heavy burden to the load of pain. Couples must often adjust their
expectations of one another, since no two persons grieve in exactly the same
manner. Each spouse struggles with emotional and physical fatigue while trying
to meet the continuing demands of life. Usually sexual intimacy ceases for some
time following a child's death, and individuals vary widely in their readiness
to resume this aspect of marital life.13 While these difficulties tend to be
magnified during the first several months of mourning after a child's loss, over
time, patterns of marital interaction resume with various adjustments, and many
couples report feeling better about their marriage than ever before because they
have passed through the ultimate trial together and drawn closer.14
Parenting Other Children
Bereaved parents are often placed in a challenging position because, as
Therese Rando has noted, "Parents who have other children must continue to
function in the very role that they are trying to grieve for and relinquish,
that is, the parental role."15 During the weeks and months immediately following
a child's death, parents may benefit from assistance with caring for their
surviving children. A parent's energies are diminished, making parental
responsibilities much more difficult to perform.
Parents must help their remaining children cope emotionally and
understand the loss of a sibling. Many parents thus find their parenting needs
intensified at the same time their capacities are challenged. That pattern can
be stressful because parents fear other children may resent the inadequacy of
attention or care, particularly in cases where the death follows a lengthy
illness or injury. The conflict a parent feels between having lost the parental
role to one child while continuing it with others can add to the difficulty of
the grief process. Families who have lost a child may benefit from help
directing attention to these needs and focusing on how they and the other
children in the family might be sensitive to each other.
Although parental capacity may be affected for a time after a child's death,
a parent's desire to better his or her future interactions with surviving
children often intensifies. One expected consequence of losing a child is a
tendency for parents to become protective of surviving children. One father even
told of stopping strangers on the side of the road to lecture them about bicycle
safety after losing his own son. Many bereaved parents also make efforts to
strengthen relationships with surviving children through giving more of
themselves to the children, making a greater commitment to spend time with other
children, and being involved enough to feel that they can make a difference in
the child's life and happiness. While such efforts are understandable, bereaved
parents must be careful not to become overly intrusive. Despite the challenges,
parents often strive to improve their parenting and focus on teaching their
values and beliefs, giving greater love and affection to children, and being
responsive to the needs of their children.
The death of a child wholly disrupts ordinary family life. A child's death
prompts difficult questions and launches parents on an unwelcome journey of pain
and transformation. The path of bereavement includes challenge to one's sense of
self and changes forever a parent's relationship with the deceased child and
other family members. Yet as parents move into the future, they teach us that by
finding ways to connect with the child they have lost and with others around
them, there is a way through the tragedy of child loss. They remind us that to
believe is to remember.
Sean Brotherson, Ph.D., is an Assistant Professor and Extension Family Life
Specialist in the Department of Child Development and Family Science, North
Dakota State University, Fargo, North Dakota.
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